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01 March The Journey Continues....It has been difficult to get by and post as of late. Life hits when we least expect it...or at least the aftermath of life's events. My life has been a roller coaster since the shooting last August, when one of my clients shot another client then took his own life and the victim died 4 days later, after bringing her back to life.
Mind, body and spirit...such an interconnective web. After the sudden weight loss, losing my hair, some unexplained rash...in which none of the doctors can explain any of it...my therapist and I..although she probably knew for some time....came to the realization that the trauma of last fall is deeply embedded and playing havoc with my system. I guess that's what re-occuring trauma can do to a trauma survivor....and I hate it. I'd rather have some medical reason for all of this...then once again uncover, discover and recover. Sounds silly I know...but at times I am tired of the work and how things continue to effect me different than others. Living with DID is challenging to say the least....trying to keep the "whole" system on the same page...which I really haven't been successful these past months. So in talking with my therapist and my husband today I have decided to go back for a "tune up" at a trauma program in Florida...that has always helped me when I am spiriling out of control. I will probably leave Monday so I won't be on here...again...for a few weeks.
Peace,
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